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I think I would like to start strategically erasing myself. What's wrong is that I won't accept the way things are, but that changes nothing. I reject this. But I'm smaller, so actually this rejects me. I have my holds in various places, I would like to deconstruct them. I want it to be different, but it's not, and how things are just isn't good enough. It's funny, I can accept how things are if I take myself out of the picture, but I refuse to take part in this.